Back from the Living Dead...

 

 

Okay, so this will sound crazy.

 

I admit all personal experience is subjective, as is the very notion of "crazy", but we will put a pin in that for now.

 

 

Anyway, I already know I am crazy!

 

As the Seal song says "we are never gonna survive all this, unless we get a little bit....crazy."

 

So to be brutally honest it matters little to me in any pragmatic sense whether you think I am crazy or not. I want to survive, so crazy I shall be!

 

If you believe me or not won't affect my sleep any.

 

I do not seek your appproval, only your respect.

 

I am not on this Earth to work out Your salvation, only Mine.

 

However, I really wanted to share this experince with you all, because it has shook me very profoundly.

 

 

My PC is on the blink.

 

It could be when the monitor "fell" on it during the night (Thanks cat!).

 

Or it could be the elephant in the room falling on it everyday, but we won't talk about that.

 

 

Last night I got in quite late for me after having gone to watch "The Hobbit" with a friend (more on that in a future post), I tried to boot up and it wouldn't. Wouldn't get past the POST. I fiddled with it(knowing as I do a little bit about IT), cleaned it and tried again....nothing. Dead.

 

This morning I tried again, twice. Nothing. Dead.

 

Yet here I am, online, blogging away on my computer again. How so?

 

You may well ask......

 

......I took advantage of the piece and quiet, the lack of distractions, the opportunity. I lit a candle. I spent about...15....20...minutes in as deep a meditation as I could allow myself without getting overwhelmed by sensation (some of you will know what I am talking about here.) I then channelled that energy into my PC as I switched it on......

 

......at first I didn't think it had worked as the HDD didn't make any of it's usual noises.

 

In fact it is currently running better and quieter than it has for a while!?

 

I don't suppose it will last, after all, my PC is on the blink.

 

That is the "reality" in front of me.

 

 

Love Courage and Strength to you all.

 

A